To Overcome Fear, One Must Become Fear

I've had enough of being judged, criticised, mocked and pushed around.

From now on, no one messes with me.

I will work all day until I eat, sleep, think, and dream of work, until I see it even when I close my eyes.

I will work hours way beyond my schedule to prove that I am willing to learn, that I am a patient and tolerant man.

For every working day I will work from 8AM - 11PM.

In another couple of months, I will know the in and out of their pathetic kitchen operations and their menu, and I will make NO mistakes.

I will be better than EACH and EVERY of them, I WILL show them that I am to be respected and feared.

I will ensure that I have evidence to show my efforts when anyone questions.

I will sacrifice all my energy towards work at TCC not because I am motivated, but because my intense hatred for them has deprived me of options.

I will force myself to smile even when I am raging mad.

Should they refuse to teach and instead push all blames on me despite my tolerance and efforts, I will make each and EVERY ONE OF THEM PAY!!