Unleashed

I'm sorry I can no longer restrain myself. I keep having this unrepressable anger and hatred inside me.. the more I try to contain myself the worse it gets so I'm gonna let it all out. I can no longer be f**king bothered. The more I think about you everytime the more I start to hate you. I hate you for taking granted of me, I hate you for hurting me, I hate you I hate you and I hate you to bits. I must be out of my mind to hate you because you don't f**king deserve it, but I do.

I should thank you for numbing my heart because I no longer feel any love nor any desire.. just pure anger and hatred. I tried my very best to be a friend to you, treat you nicely, tried to make you happy and all you ever returned me were what? Your cold shoulders, your non-attention, your constant rejections and your god-f**king excuses! You did not even give me basic respect as a friend. Infact, did you even think of me as a friend? NO! When you were lonely and bored you looked for me. Did I ever turn you down? NO! I offered every god damn thing I could, just for you. Now I just feel anger whenever I hear your name. I never want to hear of you again. I can't love you so I'm going to hate you. Twice you've plunged a dagger into my heart without a blink, without mercy. Twice you've given me sorrow.

Because of you I have lost faith in every women on this god-forsaken planet. I'm sick and tired of every female there is and I'm f**king sick and tired of you. I'm a fool for being mr.nice guy to you, I'm a fool for being your friend and a bigger fool to have fell for you. If I had known you would take me for granted and twist my strings around like a puppet, then I wouldn't have given a rat's a** to you when you were down. Who gives a sh*t now?! F**K YOU, GODDAMNNIT!