Fall

“You are now at a crossroads. This is your opportunity to make the most important decision you will ever make. Forget your past. Who are you now? Who have you decided you really are now? Don't think about who you have been. Who are you now? Who have you decided to become? Make this decision consciously. Make it carefully. Make it powerfully.” - Anthony Robbins

For almost two years, I have been living from one mistake to another, paying both financially and emotionally for my wrong doings. For two years, I have also been living without a stable career. These two years, down the drain, has led me to where I am today.. an absolute nothing.

If God could give me a chance to turn back time, I would probably have decided to change my path and instead of leaving Kitchen Mogu as a reckless young man, I would have worked hard and stayed with the team till it end. Maybe today, things would have been better for me. But then again, a man's worth isn't looking back into the past no matter how glorious it was or how things could have been but he decides to do today.

I've hit rock bottom, the worse of my times and I believe these two years of tribulations should have taught me something if not alot of lessons. From today on, I should very well start righting wrongs and start making better choices and being more aware of what lies ahead. I have to get back on my feet, just as Japan is struggling to rebuild itself.