After a long time, I'm beginning to understand how I caused my own downfall. Back at home no one bothers to listen to me, my own family doesn't care about my thoughts or respect my decisions. At work, it all about stress and putting on a facade. While I do have friends, even with them I never truly feel at ease, not even the few I pledged to sacrifice my life for in times of need; such as Andy, Jacqualine, Lawrence and Mark.
The only comfort I have is when I'm completely alone, ironically for years I've also longed for affection and company that my friends are unable to give and my family never gave. It seems that no one, not even people closest to me accept me for who I am.
I eventually turned to other channels, but search after search failed me. It is as though I will never find peace, acceptance or love in this life.
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3 comments:
lol..u orh, so emo wor...time to take things easy cos ii see u take thing too seriously le...ii know u do e right thing..so ii suggest some " slacker" style like mine...and hor...sometimes is good to be alone, cos i also been through tat recently..is kinda" bad" but 雨过天晴...now u r under e rain..all drench..but when u overcome it...everything will be fine de=) trust mi..ur frenz r all there..including mi k, stand by to listen to u de..
Love cant be found..it will onli appear when e time is right..everyone deserve e right to love..and to be love..jus tat e timing is not right..and even when u get ur love, when is not suitable, it will be gone..unless it is a test, or it is meant to be urs...remember?even spiderman also face alot problem...jia you k
I'm glad you're finally finding solace within.
This is the first step to KNOWING THYSELF, and just the beginning of true adulthood, emotional self-sufficiency and independence. Savor this feeling, this moment. Cos it wont last.
It'll only get better from here.
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