Final Thoughts

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To my dearest baby sister,

I am utterly disappointed with your recent performance at work and your poor attitude that has cost your colleagues inconvenience. I admit that as a brother, I am a failure. I taught you responsibility and yet you learnt nothing. I hope you have a good explanation for your irrational behavior. I understand that you are still young, and as so forgivable by the society's standards. However, know this; our past acts will eventually affect our future. Everything has it cause and effect.

I still have faith however, that you will gradually mature as I did along the years, after all I was just as rebellious, brash and impetuous as you when I was your age. In fact, you remind me of myself when I was 16. I pray you'd grab hold of your own life before it too late.


Dear K******,

These are just my own personal thoughts towards you.. if by any chance you do read this please understand that our relationship; as friends will remain unchanged. Although, I doubt you'd bother in any case.

I just want to remember many years down the road (whether or not by then we're still friends), something of you. In fact, if I ever get the chance to tell the whole world how I feel about you, I sure as hell will. You are my Wonder Woman... you resemble a feminist icon, a woman who survives in a world, an industry ruled by men. Although I'm no big fan of this comic book figure but in some ways, you're like my heroine. I guess you have a strange effect on men.

You're really a fantastic girl, your shortcomings being only your increasing alcholism, fiery temper, your obsession with cleaniness and perhaps your tendency to nag. (I've never told you how annoyed I get when my parents nag at me) Funnier still, you're slowly becoming your mom little by little, not that I actually know her.

Anyway, I don't think you ever realised how happy I was with you, eventually falling for you. Fact, you're the first girl who got to meet my friends, and guess what? They liked you too! You're the kind of girl whom I would be proud to show to my friends and family. Oh yeah sure you smoke, have tattoo but that's not a big deal. I mean really. You're cool to hang out with, fun to be with.. I don't think I ever met such an incredible girl like you. And, just for the record; you've turned my life around.

It took me a long time before I finally reached a final decision to pursue you. A girl like you, isn't easy to win. Then again it isn't always about winning, it about the process. Regardless of the outcomes at the end of our time as friends and colleague, I'm grateful for your presence in my life right now.