Exile

Even though you're never... no, you're not going to read this but I thought I should thank you for the many things you did (which) you might not have noticed.

Put it this way, I don't remember having someone caRe about me the way you did. You were the only gIrl who was really nice and attentive to me. I'm sure you'd forget me In a matter of years but I don't want to forget you so I'm locking down this memory here in case I ever forget. You are a Sweet, nice, Caring, decent, smart and beautIful girl. Any man who marries you would be the world's best darndest Luckiest man.

It too bad we have a 8 year age gap And well, just not meant for each other... no, I rephrase that. I'm meant to be alone. You're the first and the last I'd get dead drunk over, the very last I gave my heart to. You remind me of all the mistakes I've made my whole life, why I'm meant to be alone. You asked me once, move forward and learn from my past. I did, and this is the conclusion I've reached. It final and I've made my decision. Oh and you know what? It really a pity I'd forget how you look like one day.

I can only thank you for the warmth you gave to me in times of difficulty and in sickness. I got better because of you. For a while I was also much happier because of you. Thank you, thank you very much.

priscilia