Confused

As we were admiring the scenery somewhere in Punggol, I waited until we were alone before I finally decided to spill the beans. I told her how much she resembled my ex and she wasn't appalled, instead she was more interested to know what was similar between her and Michelle.

We had a little chat later on, and in between conversations we learnt a bit about each other. Judging from our personalities and perspective, I conclude once again that it just wouldn't be possible for us to be together.

I miss her now, but I don't know if I miss her more than I miss Michelle. In fact, I don't even know why I miss her. I wonder if I miss her simply because she looks and behave like Michelle or because I actually enjoyed being around her... I must be out of my mind, deluded and insane. We've been out together for no more than one week anyway, and never alone together.