Outing at Jurong West

Quote of the day : "Ku ku!" - piNk

My adorable little sis trying out Xiaoqi's hat

The cute little kitty decided to keep us company

Had an impromptu outing last night at Jalan Bahar, Jurong West with Xiaoqi, piNk aka Koryn, Johnsen, WeiYuan and my sister, Ivory. I laughed so hard at their jokes I thought I was going to die from laughter. Come to think of it, I think Koryn and Johnsen would beat Lawrence hands down with their silly jokes. Had a really good time with them.

Dear Mandy,

There are things I wished I could say to you, but very often there are things that are best left unsaid, thus I decided to post them here where you're never going to see.

Had this been a better day, the situation would have been different. I would've just welcomed you back home and we would catch up like normal friends, talk about your trip to Taiwan and all. Unfortunately, things are different now. I made a decision to walk because I have no wishes to upset you anymore. As long as I stay around, the scars of my past crimes are never going to go away. Perhaps Tingting has done us a favour by betraying the both of us, and although I'd never agree with you on this, she'd still be a good friend to you. Me? I've never been more than a jerk to you. It probably not fair why I'm leaving you since it wasn't your fault, but the whole incident between us was tied together and exploited. There isn't any way I can walk back into your life expecting us to see each other again as though nothing happened. Even if we manage to put our differences aside, Tingting will still attempt to come between us. Everything would eventually just drag on like a never ending soap opera and the longer it drags the more hurt it would do to you, so rather than let you feel the hurt, I'd rather be the one to disappear forever. I'm sure you'd forget me some years after and we'd just move on with our lives.

Whether or not you believe me, I never regretted knowing you.. and you know what really mattered the whole time I was with you? It was your eyes, your laughters, your smile, your voice and the way you slept in my arms. You're not just the most beautiful woman I've ever met but someone with personality, charm and most importantly, a good heart. You're a nice girl, I would've wished to be your pillar of support, the one you would come to trust and love. I guess it too late now. One mistake led to another, and to pay for all my crimes, I've been forced to leave. I'm really sorry. I can only pray that some day you will come to understand how I feel.

A Little Update

Finally met up with Pink (Koryn) after 2 months' absence. We window shopped around Lot1 before having dinner at New York New York where we sat down to have a good catch up, and then Kbox at Jurong Entertainment Plaza. Had a pleasant conversation with Pink, but from it I learnt that there were alot more news about me which were deliberately leaked and distorted, worse of all, I later realised that Mandy had heard everything, which would explain the widening gap and the distrust between us. I'm in a constant state of disarray, plagued with problems from every single aspect of my life.

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