In Memory.... of Our Happiness

For the last nearly four years, I haven't been writing. This today, is dedicated to The Wife......

A lot has happened to us and we've been through a lot, thick and thin, in sickness and in health, happiness and sorrow.. we've really had a good run, a good six and a half years. Never once did I regret having met you or having been through whatever we went through.

I'm sorry for the things that finally broke us apart. I really wish it did not have to happen.But, maybe this is another phase for us, maybe not. Maybe we need time to work on ourselves before we perhaps some day reunite, or maybe, this is me letting you go because I love you too much.

I want to chase you back again, but I can't. The day I cannot give you the happiness you deserve is the day I will not do anything. Until I'm done resolving my own problems, I cannot be a burden to you.

Maybe in between you might find someone else, and if that happens, I hope he loves you more than I do. I hope he is much better than I will ever be. Maybe in between something might happen to me, maybe I might even give myself a chance and be with someone else..... I don't know. There are no guarantees. I just hope whatever happens, you'd be happy.

I'm thankful I had you, I'm thankful we were together. I'm thankful for that last six years, even though we had a lot of fights, a lot of arguments, a lot of disagreements. Despite all that, you made me the happiest man on Earth. You were the best thing that happened to me. You were, my everything.

Do I miss you? Yes I do, every living moment, everywhere we've been to, the scent of your shirt, the things you've left behind. There is no way I will forget or want to forget.