"I still remember you, MX Li!"

I was at the bus interchange on my way to work today when I bumped into my former Maths teacher Mr.Ng from Bukit Panjang Government High.

We had a casual conversation, from my present career to the news of my school before Mr. Ng annouced simply out of the blue "I still you remember you, MX Li!" I was surprised, especially when I wasn't even his star student.

"So which year you graduated? Was it year 2001 or 2002?" asked Mr.Ng

I thought for a moment before replying, "2000 I think, nearly 7 to 8 years since I graduate."

"MX Li right?" Mr.Ng asked and I simply nodded.

"Actually I remember that time Irene Gan come to our school for interview." He said.

"Then you stand up and ask a very good question, I can't remember what you ask but I remember you." the old man commented, smiling happily to himself.

I chuckled, surprised that my teachers would remember me after so many years. And of course, I would never forget being the one student who gained five minutes' fame by presenting Irene Gan (or whichever former Mediacorp artiste it was actually....) with an outstanding question. Well, I cannot however for the life of me remember whatever question that was.

Speaking of which, I'm starting to miss my teachers now. Aaawwhhh!

"You've Been Living in Singapore For Too Long!"

I finally made a trip back to the academy today to pick up my transcript. While waiting outside the office, Chef Mizuho passed by and grabbed my bag, mischievously sliding it off my arms. "Somebody would've just took your bag and ran off you know?"

"Hahah! Now why would someone want my bag for?" I said, fully confident that nothing would be worth taking from me. Meanwhile, I fidgeted around to find a suitable position for my arms. Chef Mizuho simply took my hand and placed it where it should be. "You don't have to do that, just do this and your bag wouldn't slide off easily off your shoulders."

"Hmm, that's interesting." I remarked, looking down amused.

"Interesting? Obviously you've been living in Singapore for too long!" Chef Mizuho replied, grinning from ear to ear. "Trust me, if you had been elsewhere, things would be different."

"Mmmm... good point." I said, in agreement to Chef Mizuho's comment.

From that afternoon on after I left Fort Canning, I decided to leave my arms where my bag would be safest everywhere I go.

On another note, someone mistook me for Reuel Kong.... again. It seems till today, I cannot escape my twin brother's shadow. For your info my dear misleaded comrades, I am really his deviously evil clone.

我不后悔

说好了不回头不想承诺

缘份尽了你别过头

如果还有什么值得我逗留

我想是你爱过我

只是路无尽头都是路过

什么感受我能带走

眼泪可以不流心碎不能救

看我能否得自由当我松开你的手

一些风沙哽住眼眸

爱你最后一幕却模糊带过

不让疼痛有路追究

我不后悔我曾爱过

只是天涯从此寂寞

远去的渡口彼岸的灯火

人在河流只许漂泊

我不后悔被你爱过

只是不能爱到最后

短暂的幸福拥有就足够

只要舍得就会快乐会快乐

Longing

ONE pair of sandals for a pair of rodent companions

an act of love, a secret that will remain between us forever.

A relationship that was never meant to be

thus one that must cease.

Remain best friends we will till the end of our lives,

two friends yet many hearts.

Revelations

After a chain of events, I realised that my life has reached a turning point where my career and personal life revolves around the friends and people I meet. Each of them seem to play a keyrole in my journey of transition.

While I feel sorry for losing a few friends, I am grateful for the remaining who proved to be worth keeping after some brief misunderstandings and disagreements. They came out as individuals who are kind, generous, forgiving, honest, sincere and most importantly influential, although there were few who were also scheming and perhaps calculating.

Nevertheless, these factors both human and external have continously contributed to my life one way or the other. I'm gradually seeing myself grow, and I've come to believe that whatever happens, it only for the best.

The Tarot Test

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?

Take the Test to Find Out.

The 8 Phases of Dating

"Let's make love for ten thousand years!"

LOL

x1aoq1's Entry of the Year - Voted by Yours Truly

"Suddenly, my status all screwed up~

LOL

Xiaolong is my official hubby.


Pink is my lao gong.

Im supposed to be HER Da Lao Po.

Ivory is HER Xiao Lao Po.


Max is also my lao gong.

Im supposed to be HIS Da Lao Po.

Pink is HIS Xiao Lao Po.


LOL!!! Funny right?

Totally screwed...


Then again, Im Ivory GF.

Ivory is my BF. WTF?


Im protected by all of them...

Haha!


By the way, for your infomation...

My Soul Mate is Addy, obviously =X

While I had a BFF, Kenneth aka Evil Fish =X


Some of u guys might not know the meaning of BFF.

This was inspired by Pink, actually.

Genesis aka Ben is Pink BFF... xD"

PS: The conclusion is, Xiaoqi has 3 husbands(woah!) and 1 butch for a girlfriend, who happens to be Koryn's wife...hurhur!

Insanity

I've proven to myself thus far, that I'm capable of betraying my own principles, values and beliefs. I'm going to hell some day that's for sure. And guess what? I'm not just perverted, I'm obscene, vulgar and completely screwed up.

Faith

“Life is partly what we make it, and partly what it is made by the friends we choose.” - Tennessee Williams

This is to anyone who might be reading my blog, whether or not you're related to me. I apologise to any friend who may feel I'm treating you differently or becoming more distant. I'm beginning to filter people from my network, and that includes friends. I will eliminate people whom I fail to get along with, any friends who no longer contribute to my life and alternatively friends I can contribute nothing to, etc.

I don't see the point of being related to you when we disagree on nearly everything, when you show me attitude or any signs of dislike and when we fail to connect to each other at all in every aspect of life.

If I spend less time with you or on you, it isn't because I dislike you but because I feel you no longer need more attention from me. I have to focus on my career and my life, just as all my better friends are doing. At some point in our lives, we all have to move on. In order to have a better future, in hopes of giving my family better life and in future have a family of my own, I have to work for it.

Friends aren't people you always have fun with, friends are people who see each through the years and grow together. Friends are people who constantly add value to each other's life, much like an investment. My point of view may be idealistic, but this is reality.

For some reason, I kept dreaming of Xiaoqi, sis and a pink pickup truck in a series of bizzare dreams. What - the - fuck.

Just for Fun

1) The person who tagged me:
Sis, x1aoq1 and piNk

2) Your relationship with him/her is:
Brother, good friend and friend

3) Your five impressions of him/her:
1. fucked up
2. hilarious
3. paranoid
4. full of attitude
5. lovable

4) The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you:
wait out for hours to see me off work and go home with me.

5) The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you:
"What are friends for?"

6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
Be the happiest man on earth?

7) If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
Absolutely nothing.

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
Do nothing.

9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
We ran out of things to do and decided to declare eternal war on each other

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Give her endless bouts of multiple orgasm

11) Your overall impression of him/her is:
a good friend, good company, brother.

12) How you think people around you will feel about you?
egoistic, idealistic, ridiculous . . .

13) The characteristics you love of yourself are:
zero to none.

14) On the contrary, the characteristics you hate of yourself are:
countless.

15) The most ideal person you want to be is:
no longer alive.

16) For people who care for and like you, say something to them:
I owe you people a lifetime's gratitude.

17) Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you?
1. Mark
2. Lawrence
3. Jacqualine
4. Andy
5. Julia
6. Kai Ni
7. Tianpeng
8. Ben
9. Edward
10. HuiYee

18) Who is no.6 having relationship with?
Probably her husband.

19) Is no. 9 a male or female?
That's for me to know and for you to find out.

20) If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Uh . . . that's a tough question.

22) What is no.2 studying about?
sex education . . . you wish!

23) When is the last time you had a chat with no.3?
10 to 11 months ago.

24) What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Can't be bothered.

26) Will you woo no.3?
been there done that.

27) How about no.7?
given a reasonable chance, I don't see why not.

28) Is no.4 single?
nope.

29) What is the surname of no.5?
Goh.

30) What's the hobby for no.4?
Cycling.

31) Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
They're not even related

32) Where is no.2 studying at?
Society University

33) Say something casual about no.1:
One of them is Fucked Up.

34) Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
Yes.

35) Where does no.9 live at?
That's none of ya f**king business

36) What colour does no.3 like?
Blue

37)Are no.5 and no.1 best friends?
sort of

38) Does no.1 have any pets?
yes

39) Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
you can bet your life on it.

40) What is no. 10 doing now?
don't know, don't care