Twin

I met up with Chris today to get him an advance birthday gift, and he took me to this shop and introduced me to a salesgirl whom upon first sight reminded me of someone. I felt a rather strange attraction to her before I realised that she looked exactly like my ex-girlfriend Michelle right down from top to bottom. She was literally an exact copy, except her name and her nationality. I was shocked.

I couldn't help staring at her as I was talking to the sales assistant, nearly lost in a flurry of emotions, memories rapidly flashed across my mind. This isn't the first time I've met a girl who resembled Michelle but I had no idea there could be another who had all her features. All of a sudden, I miss Michelle. . . very much.

Guilt Stricken

A beggar came to us in the middle of the supper today. For the first time in my life I felt helpless, despite my conscience knocking away at me furiously. In order to protect every one's interest and for fear of getting unnecessary participants into trouble I kept quiet, waiting for someone to respond. No one did.

I've betrayed my principles and my mission in life, so from today on I swear to God I will not take the luxury I'm living now for granted. One day I will work to take as many poor folks off the streets as I can, one at a time. I will let no one starve, left jobless or wandering homeless.

WTF.

What I assumed were mere rumours turned out to be for real. I'm supposed to be happy, but somehow there's a gut feeling it just another passing stage. Perhaps I've seen too much... I feel strangely however like it a burden off my shoulders. I finally have no needs to worry or care, at least not for her. The only fear I have is the aftermath, which may be of any consequences although it is no longer in my jurisdiction.

Cookbook Asia Signature Nasi Lemak with Lemak Curry Chicken

Had lunch alone today at Heeren's after a bad afternoon at work. Went shopping at HMV and bought myself a headset before I saw a new signboard pointing to the basement. Interestingly, there is a restaurant called Cookbook Asia. Tiny place, just around 20 seaters or so with a simple menu.

I sat down after much thought, considering that the items were all a little pricey for local food. I picked the Ying Yang Chicken Rice unfortunately the rice was still cooking so I picked the Cookbook Asia Signature Nasi Lemak (@ $8.90 SGD) instead. My drink came first, followed by the main dish which took roughly 10 minutes to arrive. Considerable waiting time, if you really want something good.

The rice is light, fluffy and fragrant with a hint of sweetness. Not too bad, especially if you're looking for something less oily. I hit the chicken next and the taste was pretty good; the meat was tender, soft and the curry sauce despite not being spicy at all managed to get a pass from me with it hint of spices, mildly flavoured without any taste overwhelming the other. Would've been better however if it were served piping hot.

I later met up with Lawrence, Joy and Mark for dinner at Fish & Co @ Suntec. If you're there, I would recommend Seafood Platter for 2.. if both you and your friend are heavy eaters. Otherwise, pick Seafood Platter for 2 for a party of 4. All of us shared Calamaries grilled, recommended if you don't like deep fried food or prefer fresh grilled Calamaries. Anyone who visits Fish and Co should also try their Mussels with Garlic Lemon Butter Sauce.

Retail Therapy

With the constant loneliness and some spare cash, I'm beginning to develop a craving for material possessions. Within the month, I've splurged on self-motivation books, mens' magazines, an MP3 player, PS2 games, clothes, electronic accessories and all just to amuse myself. Just hours ago, I bought comic books I've long wanted to collect since my childhood days... I'm spoiling myself silly and indulging myself with food.

I've watched movies alone, treated friends to expensive dinners and living my life in self-indulgence and whatever. Does it suck to be me or what?